banana eatin guide: lesson num 1

I read about war

I've been reading some short stories by Salinger,
about pre war america
about post war americans
silent women, weaping, conforming
with there broken men, lost and shaking.
This small misery, we all keep in our hearts,
made of bad desicions, lost chances and petty regrets.
The greta pain of mankind,

we are joyful, and funny, and alive
and still we are always blue.

suicidal guide: lesson 2

suicidal guide: lesson 1